I've cooked only one Christmas dinner in the past two years, and this year will the first Thanksgiving meal I've cooked in that time. I just can't get in the mood for it anymore. This year won't be anything special either since 2 of my 3 children will be going elsewhere for the Thanksgiving holiday due to their father's inability to make peace with our oldest daughter.
As I read John's blog entry this morning, it reminded me of how special holidays used to be in my family and how much I wish that I could make them special again.
These holidays just make me wish even more that I could hibernate during the winter months.