Friday, October 21, 2011

Long Nights

I've always disliked this part of the year; when the days get shorter and the nights take over so early in the evenings, but the nights are the worst now.  There's too much time to think, to remember, to wonder what if,,,
The doc gave me some sleeping pills last week because I am only sleeping in short spurts. So far they've not helped.

So here I am, waiting for daylight, again.

8 comments:

bichonpawz said...

Brenda....my heart just breaks for you...I pray that the pills will help some.
Hugs to you my friend...

Tine said...

Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry for you. Same here, my heart breaks for you. Big hug!

Donna said...

I Know it doesn't help much, but I love you...Wishing I could make it all better for you sweetheart...wishing Hard!!!
(((((HUGS))))))

Paxie said...

Wish I could help...I'm not too keen on the nights either. I hope that you'll soon be able to get some good rest hon. My heart hurts for you ♥

Donna said...

I know you are still grieving. Please talk with folks and get some counseling, if you need it, from your church. Journaling through those sleepless nights might help to keep your mind occupied and prepare you for the time you have forward. {{{{hugs}}}}} I wish I could say something or do something to make the pain go away for you.

Out on the prairie said...

I was told to do something boring when you can't sleep. One night i canned 12 qts of tomatoes and still was awake. I swim during the winter and it helps a lot.

Sally said...

I can only imagine Ms Brenda.

Lots of love to you.

Jeanne said...

Oh Brenda honey, just keep going and put whatever you need to get out out here. {{HUGS}} Totally agree with you on the healthcare issue.